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I am really sorry to hear that. If You want, make a post what happened in more details and some timeline and even maybe someone could come with new ideas. And dont be sad about relapse, You can at least realise now that recovering is possible, because You obviously had a great window. So keep Your head up for the future my friend

EDIT - I seen Your chat window message that Your liver failed, that sounds horrible.. give it a time and professional doctor care to fix You liver back to health, follow doctors directions and avoid any substances and alcohol. Liver is recoverable. Take it easy for now, heal and at later time with recovered liver - some liver friendly plan can get You from PSSD state one again. Stay strong buddy and build Your health, be safe, it will improve with time and care