hello , i have pssd for over 4 years now i think.
It al started when i was on paxil for the second time and forgot to dose for like 2/3 days ,i had no sexual dysfunction while on the 20mg paxil ,suddenly after having not dosed for 2/3 days i noticed extreme premature ejaculation (like 10 sec) also extreme sensetivity i directly felt it was caused by the withdraw of paxil.i could not stand the fact that i suddenly could not be sexual for more then 10/20sec and i directly decided to take my paxil again.with day 1 of taking my tablet again ,the premature directly vanished but also noticed a significant los of sexual sensation (genital anehstesia) .Normally this would dissapear and my body would get used to it ,but not this time. From now on my sexual function decreased significally over time and so my nightmare begins . At the same time i readed about pssd in that time and was very scared .i decided to cold turkey the paxil in the hope it would return to normal which never did (no shit!) Now its 4 years ago and i just dont know what is what anymore. I got so many weird toughts about this dysfunction ,paranoide questions like am i expierence low libido ? But then what exactly is libido? I mean when sexual sensation is very low is that automaticly low libido? Do people who have never used an ssri and who have a low libido expierience same low sexual sensation ,or like can libido be low but sexual sensation still good ? Sorry if it sounds weird but these kind of questions i ask myself . After 4 year i found that amphetamine removes all my genital numbness and pretty much all of my sexual dysfunction even in low doses. The only problem with this is it leads to addictive compulsive porn marathons etc which is a common thing tough when abusing meth/amphetamine like substance. Some times when om higher dose of amphetamine sensation feels so good that it feels scary like cheating on mother nature ,even this is still common this is why meth is so addictive i think ,only people do not speak about this cause of shame taboo etc. I normally used my own streed speed ,but yesterday i got prescribed dextroamphetamine and for fuck sake it even fixes the lack of sensation while not even feeling sexual at all:/ and just 5mg . My question is mostly where am i now with all of this ,do i still have pssd or could depression on normal state also be part of it , i do have addiction problems etc so i just do not exactly know anymore what is what? Now i can very easy restore my sensation with the dextro,but i just cant stand it or accept it that such a difficult problem with such difficult mechanism i overcome with something old school (amphs) like are there different kinds of pssd ? Cause many people say that nothing works to completely remove all pssd symptoms and for me it seems like only a dopamine (low dopamine) problem ? But without amphetamine my function is mostly like 10/30% max on a good day. There must be away without amps to get full function again i hope,cause i dont want the need for amps the rest of my life obviously.On the other hand i am ofcourse thankfull that at least something is able to fix it for 100% . Any other people in the same boat as i am maby or somewhat? Excuse for poor english and grammar by the way ,kinda drunk ;(
Greetings!





