Some experiment i want to share.
First i tried to go back on paxil - bad idea. That ended in serotonin syndrome very fast. (5mg for 10 days)
But i noticed that if i take such a single low dose of 2.5mg i will get enormous improvements of sexual function in the next 2 days.
Everything above that dose or even 2 days in a row made things worse.
So i decided to take 2.5mg just 2-3 times a week for some time. Later i switched to 1-2 times.
Here is what happened.
week 1:
weird little zaps all over the body (even in the eye, wtf) like fast changing feeling of hot and cold (hard to describe)
spantanous hard rock erection all day
higher libido
week 2:
feeling of hormonal change: whole muscles are deeply relaxed, but feeling aggressive.
sexual improvements subsiding
intensive dreaming
week 3:
feeling like chewing gum
first giant emotional, tsunami like wave hit me: i was crying for hours, learned again how enjoyable music can be, what horripilation is, that my pssd state is much more fucked than i thought, ....
next day another huge wave. the other day also and so on.
sexual function almost normal
week4:
things are fading away.
to do not more damage, i decided to stop. no more intake since then
week5:
pssd again
week6:
like week 3, but more stable
week7:
almost normal
week8:
getting slowly worse
week9:
pssd again, but baseline is still improved
I got the feeling it's all about these little zaps. what is this? acetylcholine? ion channels?
Maybe its like this: ion channel dysregulation -> hormanal imbalance -> 5-ht1a downregulation? just a thougth.
Just in case someone wants to try this, keep in mind paxil got lower halftime than most ssri.
Of course it sucks that it flipped back but also I'm pretty optimstic now, I don't believe there is much damage in my case. I think there is just something stucked in disadventegous homoestasis.
I will do another trail in the near future with just 1x per week over longer period.





