Rb26dett Intro (5-HTP) - "HI"

[Rb26dett]

Today I get worse again. I woke up without morning wood. My nipples hurt. I feel very anxious and I have no libido. Why do I go so quickly from an improvement to a drastic worsening? I'm still on the NAC 700mg regimen twice a day and tribulus 350mg twice a day. I am also taking 1 g of l-tyrosine and 3 g of l-arginine. Yesterday I took 5mg of Tadalafil and had sex with my girlfriend, generally the next day I wake up with the morning wood for Tadalafil. Not today. I can not understand. I'm starting to think about starting taking Ciproeptadine 2mg before going to sleep.

[Meso]

You should figure out how to raise your testosterone and DHEA. I already suggested supplementing DHEA and clomiphene, while keeping your estradiol (E2) under check always.

[Rb26dett]

Do you think clonazepam reduces testosterone? I take 1g of Clonazepam a day, otherwise my anxiety is too much. I'm afraid that Clomifene also increases estrogen.

[Meso]

Do you think clonazepam reduces testosterone? I take 1g of Clonazepam a day, otherwise my anxiety is too much. I'm afraid that Clomifene also increases estrogen.

No, clonazepam doesn't bind to peripheral BZD receptors that much, so it doesn't affect testosterone.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/2716952

If you are wary of clomiphene or if you can't get aromatase inhibitor, I suggest supplementing DHEA instead.

[Rb26dett]

I'm afraid my mind is irreversibly deteriorating. As soon as I wake up, I feel lost, I don't understand where I am or how I got to bed. The memories of previous experiences seem like dreams, they are unclear and I'm never sure they are real. I immediately forget my dreams, as soon as I open my eyes. I know I dreamed, but I don't remember anything. My working memory is very bad. When I drive, for example, I can't fix all the obstacles as before. It is as if my memory is erased as soon as I can see from an object. I don't have anhedonia, I'm just always sad about my pssd, but I can still enjoy myself if I play on the computer, or watch a funny video with my friends. I see a beautiful woman, I would like an erection, but my penis is disconnected from my mind. I can still have an orgasm, but most of the time it's not as intense as before. I still have a lot of anxiety and to keep it at bay I take 1mg of Clonazepam a day. I have been using Clonazepam for 10 months. I'm afraid it's his fault. People get angry with me because I forget what they tell me, but I don't do it on purpose. I need to strengthen my memory.

[Rb26dett]

My body cannot tolerate physical exercise. I just need a little effort and feel excruciating pain for over three days and I have to spend three days in a row in bed. I can't understand what's going on ... I'm thin, I have no body fat increase, although I can't exercise and I don't eat a healthy diet.

[succubus76]

Yeah, I think your memory problems could be due to clonazepam, but, if you could Turkey, your can make it worse. People tend to forget what they did when they are on benzos. I think you should taper clonapezam over 2,3 year period or something. Your cognitive function is first over sexuallity

[Meso]

I agree with succubus76. This is most likely caused by the benzodiazepine. You should start to taper down.

As for memory, can you get a racetam? coluracetam is very good for memory.

[Rb26dett]

Thank you meso. Unfortunately, in my country is illegal buy all kinds of racetam.
What do you think about Vortioxetine? I have Vortioxetine and Paroxetine. I'd like try very low dosage of one of them to try demetylate me. I have also cyproheptadine.

[Rb26dett]

I have very high anxiety. I've weakness, muscle wastage and I can't work. I'm desperate.