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Re: suicide

Unread postby ethanmatthews » Wed Jan 06, 2016 8:33 pm

couple of months. didnt have any bad side effects except dizziness from standing up to quickly if i was lying down.
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Re: suicide

Unread postby Zero » Wed May 18, 2016 1:25 pm

ethanmatthews wrote:what treatments what those be? i tried sjw, it helped partly with emotions and erection. i went off it to try flibanserin which gave me a brief window of happiness, orgasm, and erections but had to go off of it due to terrible insomnia (5-ht1a agonist symptom). im on mianserin 30mg now on 4th day, I guess i have to be on it for atleast 4 months t see improvement (i doubt it). im also on clomid + anastrozol for hormones balance.


Are you alive? What SSRI did you take? You take way too much stuff. Did you make bloodwork? Start Mianserin, watch your body, if you feel your balls ache this should suffice. Mianserin alone increases testosterone (at least I felt that). I'm quite sure you would feel improvements after 60mg of Mianserin, although some (brman) do not recommend that (because of H1 antagonism?). You should be aware that Mianserin decreases lymphocyte count in some cases (mine f.ex.) you have to check your blood every month, it's not a joke. Also it fucks with thyroid (or thyroid meds) I am on Synthyroid and Mianserin didn't make me happy. It restored my libido (60mg for a month), but I killed it BY ANASTROZOLE (ARIMIDEX). I took three pills of Arimidex and it was over, no libido. Recovery after aromatase inhibitors is unexpectedly quite long (months I believe). Taking Mianserin, Clomid and Arimidex together is very foolish in my opinion, but who knows.

Sonny wrote:Don't take anastrozol. You don't need it and it will only make things worse. Try what you are doing for a month or so. If that doesn't work, we can try something else. Clomid probably is a good long term thing. It's more short term.


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Re: suicide

Unread postby dananeedsmulder » Tue May 31, 2016 11:26 am

OMG it is something i can do for u ethanmattews maybe you need to talk i'm here and many People is here to support ok hope youre ok
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Re: suicide

Unread postby zadig777 » Sun Sep 16, 2018 8:01 am

he didn't kill him self after all
90+% don't commit suicide cause of pssd so don't worry
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Re: suicide

Unread postby zadig777 » Sun Sep 16, 2018 8:21 am

anyone willing to help me?
i live in balkan,a shitty country-Macedonia
i don't have to justify my motives for suicide

my question is:

=edit, dont type this stuff anymore, consider this your second and last warning. If you need real help, i urge you to see a doctor=

My rls is getting progressively worse after using pramipexole,i even got it during the day now,and maybe its starting to affect my hands
i fall asleep at 6-7am and sleep for 3 hrs due to pain in legs
-my control over the legs is not that good,they are rigid and hard to move like i did a marathon
-i have random twiches all over my body

-pssd wise i have lost 50%+ of testicle size
-no errection at all
-ejaculation retrograde
-no libido
-2 liters of wine dont cause anything to me just stomach problems
-benzos dont work,i used them in past,they dont work now even high dose

any help and suggestions are welcome,thank you :))
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Re: suicide

Unread postby weedlov3r420 » Sun Sep 16, 2018 8:42 am

Omg, I wish people spend so much time to find or create something good in there life as on planing suicide.
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Re: suicide

Unread postby nasibi » Sun Sep 16, 2018 9:42 am

@zadig777

I would try the epigenetic drug Decitabine before attempting suicide. I have the exact same symptoms as you. Drugs have no effect on me anymore. Before I could get drunk with a little beer. Now i can drink litter of Vodka and no effect. The same with benzos, opioids, weed and other drugs. I have also lost all my emotions.
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Re: suicide

Unread postby marsupial » Sun Sep 16, 2018 12:18 pm

zadig777 How long is it since PSSD started. just for example I am doing now better than I wass 6 month ago, and it is about a year since my worst symptoms developed. Hang on. I hope there is no proper rope in Macedonia ;)
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Re: suicide

Unread postby zadig777 » Sun Sep 16, 2018 1:42 pm

marsupial wrote:zadig777 How long is it since PSSD started. just for example I am doing now better than I wass 6 month ago, and it is about a year since my worst symptoms developed. Hang on. I hope there is no proper rope in Macedonia ;)


i have experienced a crash after stopping AD for 4 months now
testicles cant regain size so their own over time when ur 21 yrs old so i quit searching for cure
the 1 pramipexole pill i took 1 week ago caused me to have RLS which is developing worse and worse day by day so i cant treat that
i dont respond to benzos like i perfectly did before pssd,and i got RLS from a DA which prevents it so i cant treat my RLS and will only get worse as years go by-thats what the facts say,i almost fell asleep on my bike today while riding it,im half asleep all the time but cant sleep due to pain in legs

while the pramipexole was my last hope for helping pssd-it didnt help at that,but it made me shure that i have to go in the near future
while i was enjoying excessive sleep to not think about pssd and watching movies,now i cant do even that

im scared that i wont have the guts to commit suicide but if months away from now i continue like this i think i will make my self do it
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Re: suicide

Unread postby GIXXER » Sun Sep 16, 2018 2:17 pm

Take a break from PSSD for awhile. Focus your time and energy on something else. Seek professional help as well. Tell them your on the verge of sucidie because of it.
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